If I were to make a reeeeaaaalllllly long list of my favourite people, you still wouldn be on it.
Whats surprising is the people who would be. I thought I dint like you (not the same you as above) at all. But it seems you’re still on my list of fave folks. Not an uplifting sunny thought.
You know how theres this category of fine folks who’re jus plain nasty to the world but the world jus LOVES them. Yup! You’re one of those. You’ve been nasty, you’ve played around, you’ve fooled with best friends and girlfriends and groupies alike. You’ve not been there. You’ve discarded me like a pair of old shorts. You’ve never called back. You’ve led me to believe you’da call tonight but you never did. And YET. The world loves you. I do too. The world knows what a nasty lil cock sucker you been…and it still loves you. Because every once in a while you say things like “I wish you would jus hit me.” “do you hate me now?” etc etc which makes people want to like you. Understand you. Its cz u let people think that being an asshole is as painful to you as much as it is to them. HAH. Fat load you know. Its not as painful to you as it is to me. You broke my heart. You made me cry. I wish I did not like you.