“what should I do? What do you think? What do you say?” Make your own fucking decisions. Stop taking ‘advice’ as the end all…your call, independent decision making, etc etc
Im so tired of being blamed for your decisions because you’re too much of a cunt to think things through and make your own FUCKING decisions.
Im tired of feeling miserable because you’re such a stupid miserable fool. I hate you so much right now, acting like a baby and insulting me like a bitch. Believing that the addendum ‘no offence’ justifies anything and everything you say as you insult, rape, destroy me.
Im sick of your hang dog face. I wish I could kick it.
Im sick of being a friend to you, despite the fact that you did this to me, and did not tell me and let me find out from other people. I cannot hold this gun to my head, wishing someone would kill me now. I am truly, completely, perfectly, absolutely, without questions or qualifications, DONE with your bullshit.
His life is under the gun, he's got to hold every day.
Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now.