I jus watched Wake Up Sid, finally. And i found it funny beyond belief!! The co-relation to real life is stupefyingly fascinating. I know that couple. I know them. HAH.
The boy who whines and weeps, and in a shrill, girly voice shouts at the girl for repeatedly calling him a kid. Jus like a kid. T & L have been that way, they are that way. However, i doubt T & L would last, or end up together. I hope they dont. I dont want them to. I dont care if they do, but i wish they dont...so i can have my best friend back. so I can stop trolling for 'replacement best friends'. Selfish, superbly. But then no man has been otherwise, and I cannot claim to be even if someone has been. I want my best friend back.
However, If they do end up together, i will be just fine. I am brave enough to confess that I may be lying to myself, but i really think i can survive, be jus fine, live on and dream on. Let it be.
There is a sun, and my day will shine. I will wait for them to break up, or mutually move away, and then slip back in...into both their lives :) Selfish, superbly.
Friday, 3 September 2010
Monday, 29 March 2010
If Only
If only a star would shine tonight,
If only one would fall.
If only a tiny sliver of light,
A wish to undo it all.
If only we could go back
If only we could rewind.
"If only"s just seem to stack,
against the corners of my mind.
If only I could find some peace,
If only relief from doubt.
If only a false sense of ease
An escape, another way out.
If only one would fall.
If only a tiny sliver of light,
A wish to undo it all.
If only we could go back
If only we could rewind.
"If only"s just seem to stack,
against the corners of my mind.
If only I could find some peace,
If only relief from doubt.
If only a false sense of ease
An escape, another way out.
Thursday, 18 March 2010
On 'that old feeling' ;)
Well, it's agreed that while writing a poem you must necessarily write about something close to your heart. So here is a scribble, on a subject dear to me, and to many others. It is not mine alone, but a combined composition (artistic composition) along with RPR.
So, you wake up,
& feel shitty.
So not cool
So NOT witty.
You don't feel sad,
You don't feel happy.
All you really feel
is plain ol' crappy.
You make a face,
you let out a sigh.
As you lie there
you wanna DIE.
You get up
& you get out.
It's knocking, knocking,
Theres no doubt.
Sometimes you walk leisurely,
sometimes run to open the door!
At times, its interesting to sit,
many a times-its just a bore.
You better not stop it,
you have no time.
not for song,
not for rhyme.
It may stink...
in the loo :)
Start liking it
it's important poo.
Now it's out,
out in the open.
you're already wondering
How?What?When??
Now clean up,
behind your ass
no one likes
to see what you pass.
Come on, clean up
clean up your slime.
No, dont even bother,
you won't get a dime.
SO turnaround
and say farewell.
don't disect the components
you're no longer under the spell
You're relieved its out
you hap'ly said g'bye
you're thinking of next time
YOU ARE! Don't lie!! :P
it's out, you sigh
the memory you treasure
waving it goodbye
boy!what a pleasure.
What is THIS?
Is it a Thesis???
it's jus a song...
AN ODE TO FAECES.
well, its been stretched out a bit. but then, when you're writing about something you love talking about, excessive detailing is unavoidable :)
So, you wake up,
& feel shitty.
So not cool
So NOT witty.
You don't feel sad,
You don't feel happy.
All you really feel
is plain ol' crappy.
You make a face,
you let out a sigh.
As you lie there
you wanna DIE.
You get up
& you get out.
It's knocking, knocking,
Theres no doubt.
Sometimes you walk leisurely,
sometimes run to open the door!
At times, its interesting to sit,
many a times-its just a bore.
You better not stop it,
you have no time.
not for song,
not for rhyme.
It may stink...
in the loo :)
Start liking it
it's important poo.
Now it's out,
out in the open.
you're already wondering
How?What?When??
Now clean up,
behind your ass
no one likes
to see what you pass.
Come on, clean up
clean up your slime.
No, dont even bother,
you won't get a dime.
SO turnaround
and say farewell.
don't disect the components
you're no longer under the spell
You're relieved its out
you hap'ly said g'bye
you're thinking of next time
YOU ARE! Don't lie!! :P
it's out, you sigh
the memory you treasure
waving it goodbye
boy!what a pleasure.
What is THIS?
Is it a Thesis???
it's jus a song...
AN ODE TO FAECES.
well, its been stretched out a bit. but then, when you're writing about something you love talking about, excessive detailing is unavoidable :)
Friday, 12 February 2010
Dream Log
Its been over a year since I last published a blog, it just lies there in my drafts, forgotten.
Well, been having a couple of strange nights, coupled with the anxiety of this stupid college, the cold shouldering/vibes from friends thats beginning to freeze me inside out and the reminders of peoples' deaths swirling through my sub conscious and making it impossible to dream a li'l dream. :(
Dream 1.
A man, sad and lonely, walking along the beach. The beach reminds him of someone, of something he's lost. I dont know what, but i can feel his sorrow, he's grieving. He's sad. The feeling is so strong like only a dream can make it, so real you can breathe it and so scary that you'd die...
As he's walking along, he comes to this shady place where there's a crab-monster. He cuts off the crab monster's head and puts it on as a mask, to cover his sorrow and goes home. Ther's a birthday party for a child going on at home. The child's happy, until the man enters with the Crab-Monster head mask. It's a funny mask, it's supposed to make her laugh. She's supposed to think it's funny. She starts crying, she can feel what I felt. The man's sorrow, cutting through the crab monster head...making her cry in her heart, she feels his sorrow. She cries tears of blood. And it is so vivid, I can see the tears flow down her eyes, down her cheek, on to th lapel of her shirt. Stained Red.
He pulls off the head of the crab monster, he's crying too. Tears of Blood. down his cheeks, down his shirt.
A woman walks in, starts shouting at the Man. Everyone's watchng the drama. She's screaming at him, telling him that he has no right to ruin the child's life and that "she" had died over 2 years ago and sorrowing does not help him or her or anyone anymore and that he had better jus walk out of their life.
I dont know anyone in this dream. But I felt all of it, and I couldn't smile the following day and I couldn't sleep the following night.
Then there were other dreams too, making it so that I am scared to sleep right now, for fear of dreaming about more death, more blood, more sorrow, more fears.
Well, been having a couple of strange nights, coupled with the anxiety of this stupid college, the cold shouldering/vibes from friends thats beginning to freeze me inside out and the reminders of peoples' deaths swirling through my sub conscious and making it impossible to dream a li'l dream. :(
Dream 1.
A man, sad and lonely, walking along the beach. The beach reminds him of someone, of something he's lost. I dont know what, but i can feel his sorrow, he's grieving. He's sad. The feeling is so strong like only a dream can make it, so real you can breathe it and so scary that you'd die...
As he's walking along, he comes to this shady place where there's a crab-monster. He cuts off the crab monster's head and puts it on as a mask, to cover his sorrow and goes home. Ther's a birthday party for a child going on at home. The child's happy, until the man enters with the Crab-Monster head mask. It's a funny mask, it's supposed to make her laugh. She's supposed to think it's funny. She starts crying, she can feel what I felt. The man's sorrow, cutting through the crab monster head...making her cry in her heart, she feels his sorrow. She cries tears of blood. And it is so vivid, I can see the tears flow down her eyes, down her cheek, on to th lapel of her shirt. Stained Red.
He pulls off the head of the crab monster, he's crying too. Tears of Blood. down his cheeks, down his shirt.
A woman walks in, starts shouting at the Man. Everyone's watchng the drama. She's screaming at him, telling him that he has no right to ruin the child's life and that "she" had died over 2 years ago and sorrowing does not help him or her or anyone anymore and that he had better jus walk out of their life.
I dont know anyone in this dream. But I felt all of it, and I couldn't smile the following day and I couldn't sleep the following night.
Then there were other dreams too, making it so that I am scared to sleep right now, for fear of dreaming about more death, more blood, more sorrow, more fears.
Thursday, 15 January 2009
One Night Love
Let's make love tonight,
tommorow we'll be friends.
This long winding tale
can't imagine how it ends.
You're my one night love
then we go back to our lies.
no more pretense. no goodbyes.
we move on now,
we are no longer one.
you with your bitch.
me with my hon.
safely cuddled in a love-safe hug
can't believe we're over.
can't believe its done.
you're there, and you're not.
the same goes for me.
this vast lying web, of major-minor deceit.
you're just a one night love,
but i cannot believe
how much i love you
and how many we deceive.
i'd promise you tomorrow,
but you're happy with now.
i'd promise forever,
but you're not looking for love.
you're my night love
and there can't be anymore,
I have my sweetheart,
& you have your whore.
confessions of love
aren't good for a sinner.
I'l just turn around
& run back to my lover.
can't be together,
we can't be apart.
don't know where we're going,
let's go back to the start.
no more being honest.
no more telling the truth.
just kiss me now
& then we're through.
tommorow we'll be friends.
This long winding tale
can't imagine how it ends.
You're my one night love
then we go back to our lies.
no more pretense. no goodbyes.
we move on now,
we are no longer one.
you with your bitch.
me with my hon.
safely cuddled in a love-safe hug
can't believe we're over.
can't believe its done.
you're there, and you're not.
the same goes for me.
this vast lying web, of major-minor deceit.
you're just a one night love,
but i cannot believe
how much i love you
and how many we deceive.
i'd promise you tomorrow,
but you're happy with now.
i'd promise forever,
but you're not looking for love.
you're my night love
and there can't be anymore,
I have my sweetheart,
& you have your whore.
confessions of love
aren't good for a sinner.
I'l just turn around
& run back to my lover.
can't be together,
we can't be apart.
don't know where we're going,
let's go back to the start.
no more being honest.
no more telling the truth.
just kiss me now
& then we're through.
Tuesday, 4 March 2008
Wherever I may roam
Sem II turned out to be a lot more fun than SemI...for starters, the formation of RSG...my best-est friends, and teh only ones here with a sense of adventure!!
I mean, u're living alone in Rajasthan...a State huge enough with at least 20 destinations just 5-7 hours away from it...and no one wants to explore???!?....well...watever!
So, RSG set out on teh greatest trip I've ever had...actually, not just RSG...RSG+D, an add-on..nothing more i assure!
We went to Jaisalmer!!the very very very pretty city is tiny enough for us to walk end-to-end, which we almost did :D !
we started off from our rooms at 5.30....sat at the podium and wasted time for about 2 hours...went to CP and had maggie....boring so far.....and tehn we took a lift from ths public carrier delivering empty egg-crates(not exactly, delivering...but he had them in teh bak n made them into seats so we could travel comfortably...) we went to teh bus-stand only to realise tht teh last bus leaves at 5.30....decided to go to udaipur..but tehn took a train to Jaisalmer... :D +D joined us at the stn...n we set off....
a lot happened on teh trip..most of which i have been sworn to never divulge...but it was a lot of fun...getting kicked out of a Rs. 100 wala room and finding another room, roaming teh streets til 11.30....finding no place to dine and tehn getting invited to a wedding, where we did eat! :D
n then staying on an extra, wonderful night...
the journey back...
and tehn teh relief of college...a break from teh adventure....
so what if we went to Jaisalmer and missed out on Sam dessert, and teh akali fossils....do we care?
not really...we got to jaisalmer n back, discovered Little tibet...had amazing food(veg... :( ) and had LOADSA fun!
love you guys, and i promise we are never taking +D again...lazy bum!
POWER TO WOMEN :D
I mean, u're living alone in Rajasthan...a State huge enough with at least 20 destinations just 5-7 hours away from it...and no one wants to explore???!?....well...watever!
So, RSG set out on teh greatest trip I've ever had...actually, not just RSG...RSG+D, an add-on..nothing more i assure!
We went to Jaisalmer!!the very very very pretty city is tiny enough for us to walk end-to-end, which we almost did :D !
we started off from our rooms at 5.30....sat at the podium and wasted time for about 2 hours...went to CP and had maggie....boring so far.....and tehn we took a lift from ths public carrier delivering empty egg-crates(not exactly, delivering...but he had them in teh bak n made them into seats so we could travel comfortably...) we went to teh bus-stand only to realise tht teh last bus leaves at 5.30....decided to go to udaipur..but tehn took a train to Jaisalmer... :D +D joined us at the stn...n we set off....
a lot happened on teh trip..most of which i have been sworn to never divulge...but it was a lot of fun...getting kicked out of a Rs. 100 wala room and finding another room, roaming teh streets til 11.30....finding no place to dine and tehn getting invited to a wedding, where we did eat! :D
n then staying on an extra, wonderful night...
the journey back...
and tehn teh relief of college...a break from teh adventure....
so what if we went to Jaisalmer and missed out on Sam dessert, and teh akali fossils....do we care?
not really...we got to jaisalmer n back, discovered Little tibet...had amazing food(veg... :( ) and had LOADSA fun!
love you guys, and i promise we are never taking +D again...lazy bum!
POWER TO WOMEN :D
Tuesday, 1 January 2008
Happy New Year
i had almost forgotten, teh new year has started....ah now to get out of all the shit i am in....God Save Us!! :
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